princessnirvana

DETESTe

i hate for being me when im in blues.i hate people who r not determine to get something that they know they can get the 'thing' Bcox its already infront of them and the just let the time run for it.y?the chances ,the window is open for u..

so much loves and hates....

so much hates to reveals out..not fussy but irritated with the 'things' that annoying me when im facing with that

1) deteste when see 'tanda harga' kat tapak kasut.. oh MY GOD! plzla.. plz cabut tande harga tu..menyampah giler wey!berpinau mata..

2) deteste when have to ironning..hahaha..sbb my teratak opah's rule.. mengosok adelah man's work..because they are not intense to do other than that work...yeah..still.

3) deteste to read story book...inikan plak buku study!!kahkaha..what to do..life is a learning process..

4) deteste when i have to againts myself!! that's the thing yg aku takle setel dr dulu... how to solve it?i dont want to do something taht i dont like..even i refused for so many time but have to faced it!y?hurt!

5)deteste curry.plz God i hate curry.

6)deteste people who like to underestimate other people.u think ur good enuff?

7)deteste keje yg aku buat skang nih.. even gaji alhamdulillah.jiwa is not there.i dont like to come to work just having fun with IT.maybe becouse im more to the praktikal person.PLZ ALMIGHTY..

8)deteste people who like to make a fools of other people not matter invoving heart feeling or not.dont u dare to do that..dont u eva feel sory if its not from ur deepest hard feeling.people dont look at ur empathy.

9) deteste FAKER!get rid of my life! PLZ ALMIGHTY ALLAH...let these kind of peoples blah from  my life,gone with wind and fly peaceful.enuf..nice to knue u but u just a season that i have to wipe out from my life.plz go...find people who relates to u compared to the people who so naive like me.y u have to go and c some1 like me?im not messing u.u the 1 who mess every1's life..im not chasing u..u d 1 who chase after me..its dat counted as my fault?

9) deteste driving..yeah i'm.wat eva

10) deteste indon's freak..sorry..im not into indon's sinetron ..n inikan plak lagu...support ur local scene!!tp kalo tiket free - pigi gak..enjoice the music

11)deteste people who keep asking me the crap questions that i cant answered.it all UP there!ITS already written..MY LORD did it well.HE choose the BEST FOR every1.keep praying n keep gaining ,i guess..hehe.i believe that & believe the faith.

11)deteste CRYING!it shows me how failed i'm. abort the 'hati kering' or wat eva..its not being daredevil as long as  u know wat ur doin'.that's the last thing i will do..believed me..i hate crying.i hate sobbing and for sure i hate sober.

and again..im hate myself when im in blues...ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. ramadhan kali nih cpat btul masanye.. alhamdulillah...

cuma.. my bad cough dtg balik n till now since a month ago tak sembuh2 lagik...minggu ke2 ramadhan my phone lost!i lost all the contact numbers..i lost all the importnt memories..and i lost the phone.even its cap ayam phone but i love it so much..duit dr keje hiestand tu!minggu ke 4 (which is yesterday),d 1 & only my sis that i have admitted at ampang puteri! yeah once again..ramadhan n syawal mngajar saya erti aper itu ISLAM. i Know n i believed that.He choose the BEST FOR U! and for me...slow n steady win the race..its not late at all...it just a beginning of my life.maybe a bit late for some people but atleast its moving. yeah its not late at all.becouse im just started..Im just started and walk on my own pathway.

TRIBUTE...To...

can i kol dis as tribute?..

wat is tribute? - is something that u give( in dis case..mizk,who is me )give or say to express praise ,Thanks,admiration or affection...so that 1 thing that TRIBUTE to another when its a sign of how good it is..

Im not good in word,im not good in expression ..takes time for me to express something that i really2 want to share.but i have to tell dis , i have to confess this feeling that i really happy and thanks to my ALMIGHTY ALLAH to give me such a wonderful friends..n they r wonderful and bionic woman too..haha..

from the outer side,every1 will keep asking,keep confusing how come 4 peoples with differ style, with differ perangai can b such a good friendz in need n in deed.. yes believe me..we r wat we r..neva think about others..just us..some1 who looks so extreme+some1 who looks 'SO' so-so la...natural?+some1 who looks so HYPER&aggresive?+some1 looks so gentle..

we know we neva bother about others..n sometimes it hurts when peops keep talk behind.. but wat else we can do?there so much things in dis world that we have to figured out.There are long journey that we have to going thru....which path u will choose?no matter wat u r/no matter wat u will be/no matter who u will married too/n we always said to each other that we will be glad if we will meet our soulmate that also can befriend with dis freaky friendship becouse afraiding that friendship willbe lost ..:).(been thru dis experienced,,thanks GOD..u met much more gentleman,girl!).we will be a good friend 4 eva. hope it will foreva.even... people did betting to c how long dis freaky frienndship will b last? susah juge to keep it sustain..hehe.bgs jugak biler friendship itu berkembang dr 2 org -3-6 org etc.

admitted,we neva in fight...no harm,kecik ati?so-so maybe... n we did tell each others about that if we did...but because these 4 peops got high volume n high pitch so that they neva know if 1 of us got any hard feeling towards each others if they didnt tell..because every1 being so honest.neva hiding the feelings.wey aku kecik ati ngn ko tau!!hehehe...i really miss u girls..we also can tegur direct too..

how we can be so close apart? r we have sooo much good in common? r we have a good magnetic in YingYang zone?or r we have an ideal horoscope towards each others? - yeah... we have 'soo' much good in commons but in different ways..in every1 style act.

not every1 of us have same interesting except -mengenakan org...kana,piong...hehe.. yeah.. we have differents hobbies.. oh my god. now i noticed.outdoor n camping, only tet & 1 did that...when time for taekwondo..only me & amie did that, when time DR.Z.... only me & noma will escaped the class and let amie to jot down all the notes.hahaha..we shared.yup we shared.sooner or later..the unknown sure will reveal... looking back YESTERDAY.. make us realized that its been 8 years for us to know each others..shared the memories..love n hate..breakup?depressed?hurt?happiness?sadness?or even death?

when riding in a car together.. looking each others.. dr sebusuk2nyer.. dr dulu yg sorg nih sibuk dengan NIKE x abis2..yg sorang tak abis2 dengan bangle silver, yg sorang tak abis2 dengan tudung la.. n yg sorang tu mengikut jerla.. maklumla kak long.. really aspired!its too early, i knew that..there r so much achievement we have to excell but for the time being we SHOULD proud with ourself for being the real us.THE TRUTH.

i still feel happy for yesterday when 4 of us gathered like hell..hehe..btul2 tak keje..and thank GOD... wkt semua org bz keje .. kiter bz buat keje lain.. n i just wanna shared this happy feeling.kebetulan...tet+amie+noma.. tq for being such a good friend to me..i know im an out loud notty girl..its just me :p.

so all the best 2 all of u no matter where u r.. just enjoy ur life..neva bother about others if Others hanye menyesakkan...:). we happy for wat u choose..as long as u happy to do that ..n im really happy because i shared my Jenny wif u..HOPE Jenny THE Red happy wif u too.. :).

How to SAVE ur life?

welcome to 3003.welcome to the nu steps that u looking forward too.hmm.. lifes much more challenging now.just face it!feel differ when the age turns up...hehe.byk nyer aim,target n c how the planning will goin' tru.. how u want to survive?how u want save ur life?u cant run from it..C.past 2 months my ayahanda got his love from almighty ALLAH.b4 this happnd to him,i did read about 1 case..similar with his case.. how u want to save ur life.. in 1 phase,while ur still in good living ur breathing suddenly stoppng and at that time ur mind or ur heart will control ur guts.which 1 u should follow?

if u wanna live.. u have to fight for it!ur mindcontrol, ur mental strength.. if not... it will slowly flowing down n down n down....n death...that happend to him.. n he chosed to life.. here he is..still with us..thanks ALLAH. mcm jugak my old kluang friend had told me about his friend who coma after accident.. masa coma he dreamed about 1 chaya that he should follow to wake up or he afraid to face it..2 bln koma..finally dat guy bgn sedar diri.. insap? hanyer org yg tertentu je dpt rase bende 2 camni.. case yg kyrie baca tu.. lemas kat pulau..n takut to face up sbb takde keberanian in his life.. but then actually everything about psycology..either u brave enuff or u just want to chicken out.

i still wanna life..n im chosed to idop since i was in my mummy's womb eventhou i was deliverd after 9 months and almost 10 weeks.im not degil..:). it must be hard for my mummy who deliverd me ..terpaksa used forsep lak tu..ms prgnt stay @hospital.msk air..o mai GOD.BCOX OF i did promised to 'HIM' that i will be nicer to every1..HE give me an air to breath in &out n He gives me an good opportunity to enjoy my life.so here im now.. n i should save n survive my life in wat eva happn.

so just let HIM know that u know best,cause after all u do know best. just dont eva forget n fed up to pray to ALLAH.. he hears You.trust me...thankz ALLAH kyrie husni still alive!

merci beaucoup pour le annivarsaire texte,adiah.happy for that friends

w.h.o knew?

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yah huh that's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever... who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
I wish I could, still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever... who knew?

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?

LA TAHZAN..

satu ari ni mmg kyrie tak tentu arah.. kerja pun kyrie tak dpt fokus.but when time to work..it has to be firm..

secepat buleh nk balik teratak opah b4 maghrib..alhamdulillah.. get a news from my cousin ..so lovely.x sabar nk bgtau.But then..im in a mess AGAIN..rasa cam nk meletop biler dpt msg tu.akhirnyer 2 beradik menangis jugak. n i cant stop tears teresak-teresak. i cant hiding anymore.im too sad.

i need u badly.. i need u so badly..really badly.plz...y u r not here when i need u around?!!!!where have u been? i cant stand anymore..n i have to mess 2 others people who i loved.THANKS!!

Ya Allah, hanya dgn mu aku mohon..insan kedil yg mmg byk kufur ngn MU ni..bnar2 perlukan pertolongan MU..kerana hanya Allah shj yg memilih yg terbaik untuk hambanyer.murah rezeki bkn semua org dapat.3 kali bukan semua org dapat.5kali bukan semua mampu.tapi ..

got kol 12.30am but i cant talk much...x sampai 5 minit plak tu.. i wish i can be there..really wish that i can be there.Ya Allah ya tuhanku..hanya pada MU ku sembah dan kumohon..apa-apa pun biarla dpn mata..smoga mereka sihat sentiasa dan dapat terus beramal utk MU,Ya-ALLAH..INsya-allah.

feelfree to pray my parent's wealth.. mekah terlalu sejuk..ramai jemaah haji yg kurang sihat..

p/s:-akhirnyer menangis lagik.. n sure esok kyriesepet akan trus menjadi sepet. headachela!! ur not alone kyrie..thanks guys..

AUGUST flashbackzz N ITs 20 AUGUST!

iTs August!!! August!! a month that full with desire...fhew!! exhausted of mopping around seems like putus cinter..hurt right?!dont want to feel it anymore.neva.hehe..enuff..24-7 like roller coster...wat2do.. i was born make u happy..so i have 2be honest seeking my faith...saya perlu jujur.its AUGUST again...it was 10 years ago.. lamanyer..6 chicky girls - aku+akmal(now mum wif a son)+farin+toda+haza+elly(pun dah kawin!)+haza- all d smckl frewnd so pissed of with this month.we promised not to make any 'BIG or occation day' on august..sbb TOYA's besday!! haha..bengong..at that time everything was disaster bcause its AUGUST!!everything went ruined n badly..mcm cursed..n awful!!haha.. lawak giler..mis zmn buruk itu. but PROMISE JUS PROMISE.

AUGUST 2000 dtg lagik..n it was 20 AUGUST!..hehe :).i broke the promised!i maked a 'good' occasion..it was good..really good.fun..enjoy n happy..i was really happy that time..really happy..n ajal maut di tgn tuhan.thanks for the happiness n the moment.im redha with it!

AUGUST 2002 - MESS WIF SOMETHING yg tertiber menyesakkan!! sorry sir! i dont understand at all aper yg u taught us!but Sir the way u chased me like im very spoil 1..stop chasing me.. im a ddecated student.tensen tau!HOPE aku xjadi cikgu macamnih..this is malaysia k,its NOT IRAQ!!wif coincident im not reveal up the story but it just trackbacks..takde kaitan ngn yg idop ngn mati..the power of4 started to 'pecah'..so messkan?!so sedihkan..but thats a life.we've been closed started 1999 when we just stepd in to the 'bangi' and the moments so jln mcm tu jer..our senior had betting yg dis 'freakyfrendwifdffntprsnlty' cant make any longer frend.thanks ALLAH till nw!

AUGUST2003- trying to b happy again..eventhough it was.then u flew away.as wat i told u ,i felt released after u quit!seems all the burden was harshing out of my head.but u really my dear friend .myeverdearesTfreind n i cant compared IT with ANYONEelse.ANYONE!.nice to know u NKS... I Kneew u felt same way too..im nt send u to the airport not bcose im mean but its better for us.H.U.R.T!

AUGUST2004- ITS summer..happiness bring us to life eventhou pehal plak tertibe aku kna campak ngn group yg menakutkan nih!! i have to mingle with them becouse im d 1 who left!!arghhhh.. satu malam xleh tido..nana!!i'm scared!!the bond become stronger!thanks..and a year passby..making more stronger.

AUGUST2005- got my scroll n started to lepak.i want to lepak!yes.sakitpalaxphm!lepak dgn membuat duit.a year past by?am i still the same person?still want to figure out who the 'devious' KHO? y she so inlovewif princessnirvana?is she still hypervexatious like 6years ago? pour moi, im still same person..still tyring to figure out about me,myself evn i knew im freacky weirdo!but it make me lookso sweeto!!hehe.i hv imgnefrends while i was child! i have strong 'qarin'.im the 1 who sometims not very stable in emotion  especially when people do judging n insulting.dont care eventhou its not pointed at me..but im so DEFENCES!

I HATE people who underestimated. i hate people who miscourage, always look down on people n always thinks he/she always the correct 1 evnthou its not!i hate people who ade' soBIG' hasad dengki!i cant  stand that.Iknw i was the victim n if u r so .plz get rid of me!!getlost!

BYDWAY AUGUST is not BAD n CRUEL at all!! it just the way u appreciated it! biasala sometimes happy sometims not! nama pun idop?!but it was happy,fun,enjoy,and cruel too..bak kata QUOTES:- walaupun die buat jahat kat kita, tapi kita tetap menerima dan memaafkannya sbb kiter sayang kat die..tp berpadala.JGN melampau sgt sblm waktunyer.so utk AUGUST2006- So far spjng 20 ari nih...mcm masam+masin+pahit+manis+gula+tensen!something jerk me out!smile..wat else2do.

p/S: to McMedSEPET@iena@NANA@yeNa :- special sympathy to u ..heard dat u had denggi? dats y i rang u..tp xleh lama.oit..shah alam byk nyamuk eh?? tula ..konyer kolam depan umah tu suruh mbsa cuci ..but i heard rumors u dated ngn ENGINEER? ahad lepas..takkan lps balik dating kna denggi kot?..kuang2..eh masuk ospital ker? n special gratitute 2u too.. apalah dosa KEMERDEKAAN KE 47 yer utk ko ngn aku..thanks ..hahaha

TO all NyOnYet Inc.. thanks for all the conceRRRn n carRRRRing sms.. my mak edah not admit yet!kna delay lak..baru tau tadi.pnat je g ospital.kalo tak sure aku bule msk ospital lagik.hehe.n it supposedly 20 AUGUST N 21ST!..maybe 20 AUGUST not sesuai at all..by the way pray for my mak edah's heatlh!merci beaucoup.. I LOVE U!yes i love u friend!SALAM ISRAK MIKRAJ!

WORDS

WORDS

Before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it...LIFE'S SHORT..PLAY HARD!

JULAI YG RAPAT!

H.E.R.E. special JULY!!

Julai datang lagik!!! as i told im surrndng wif anak2 julai.. so special besday wishes to all anak2 JULAI's fwend!! HAPPY BESDAY .. 4th July- -akmal (SMC,kl dearest frend!!-byk help aku wkt aku 'lost' zmn muda2 dulu) hope ur wishes come true..congrats 4d baby boy!!b a good hotchie mama k!! -huda(my adik roomate yg sama2 giler main mercun sampai kantoi) strive ur best in ur study,sis!!i knw ur hassler.. 5th July Nana putih a.k.a Nanaka2- all d best in ur life...such a tabah girl!! 13 July - Fe-G(smc's frend)..biler ko nk balik kl nih? janji nk blanja aku..haha 14th jUly- ghindu kat ko mok aka Kas appy becoming besday..kawinjela ngn norly tu.kan sng.. 17th July- Big bro Amat Grimlock..bz btul ko skang nih..!! 31 July- kekawan rapat aku!! btul! Wat so beauty wif 31st july? quite weirdo YER wen closely frend was born on dis day..n same year!! *Raja Faraa D x-presh!..oldschool rowker zmn kecik2..miss damn old memories..miss old d sarcasticz world!!miss old damn school...haha..hate cikgu azman?4sure..bebeh *FARIN- (SMC,kl dearest frend..rapat!!lots memories we gaind.wishng u all best in ur life!) *LEZA_kru?goodjob2 ok! haha..terima kasih krn mngajar aku mkn tempe..haha..smoga dpt baby cpat2. *NURKHAIRIAH - my everdearest sis,frend wat else??true friendship is priceless n so rare..thank u!!-heroin citer tamil mmg kene letak akhir2!!i2 sbb i alwitz put ur name wkt last..:). to else yg clbrate besday on JULY..yg tdk disenarai.. also appy besday..smoga diberkati n dirahmati Allah! saja bg awal..takut aku tak sempat.. bye!!

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P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E

cukup sabarkah anda selama ini? cukup tabahkah anda selama ini?masih kuat lagi ker semangat anda seperti azam awal tahun? I neva imagined that i will be in this situation... really.. yearlah quite surprising when i do tell people who am i right now.. is it weird? am i peculiar girl? i dont know..

for past few months i neva discover myself dat i will BE as tough as now.people know me as joyful and playful girl N quite strict at times..yes im still.. just i quite surprising dat im become more patience.. yeah .. maybe ALLAH suits me with this job to build my kesabaran.. n i neva knw dat i have full of 360 degree's patience.hmm...sabar separuh dr iman.. sabarnye aku..hehe..yeah sabar. keje ngn kilang, keje ngn contarctor pun tak sama rasanyer..

Biler berada si salah sebuah kolej *tut* di KL.. it reminds me of My oldies Uni.. serious $h*t i miss this old college.. i miss my old memories..miss my old friends,foes..haha..miss my kedai kuning so much.. CC BOB!! ARGHHHH.. MISS dat pasar malam.. miss my cd cetak rompak 's suppliers.. oh my GOD.. help me!!! i wish to go there ..mesti.. im so happy that time..

gazing at the mirror ...looking at them ..now i understand how big this responsibility is put on 'mymind'...how about my shoulders?yeah,it is. how i control myself to interact and be front with them.. i always remember one of my best lecturers told us.. 'GUYS... U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY'S PLACE..no matter di mana.... no matter who u r.. no matter u bercouple ker, tak ker.. but the important thing is U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY'S PLACE.baru ader berkat..there's alot of respects.what kind of respects? tanyer diri sendiri..mungkin sebab kekunoan aku tu.. hampeh2 aku pun 'otak' aku yg beribu2 neutron nih masih berfungsi dgn elok lagik...alhamdulillah..

so sadly to c kemunduran org melayu yang semakin mundur.. terbelakang nyer kaum yg aku wakilkan biler aku fills the forms even melayu bukannya aku...for sure bumiputerala aku.

MMg mendap dan ketinggalanlah jika masih di perap itu.dan biler mula menerima sesuatu perubahan .. dont be too overjoyed or overshocked sampai 'cultureshock'..pedihnyer mata melihat satu bende suci yg tibe2 kusam,busuk dan kusut menyemakkan mata..berpadala..mencube?mmg patut.. sbb idup skali.. tp jgn overshadow and overexposed mcm takde org lagik gempak dr kamu.. aper la yg gempaknyer kalo cukup berfashion,cukup berstylist even beli dr PS(yg penting cantik),dengan rambut bertempek perang (nk colour rambut pegila jumpa hairstylist yg recommended) TETAPI...belajar pun tunggang langgang..baca,faham,tulis,cakap ENGLISH satu bende pun taktahu..kalo betul nk apply modern style..be frank dgn semua..MAHATHIR KATA MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..TEPUK DADA SAMPAI MATI..JAWAPAN TETAP KAT KAMU..:).

ALHAMDULILLAH IM STILL ALIVE!!

ive been living in dis upside down duniawi for almost 25 years old.sgt cpat masa berlalu. As i mentioned AGE IS JUST THE NUMBER.. THE IMPORTANT IS THE ATTITUTE.hard ya to change our attitute to become more better and continuosly good.

looking back for wat ive done..nuthing much..hehe.and looking back for wat ive been tru..quite hard!!N too much obstacles did i faced!!alhmadulillah again that im still alive n still a seeker.~mencari keredhaan dan kerahmatanNYA.~hope my dreams come true n be a datin..haha

lurve this song even not d fans of da band..

dan ATAS NAMA CINTA
TERLAHIR AKU MELIHAT DUNIA
demi jiwa ruang batinku
kau adalah pendamping jiwa ku...

I let tha song speak itself and dedicated dis song 2 myself who has been living in arbitrary life...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2ME!!..3003..n originally arians!!smoga sentiasa berada di dlam KERAHMATAN dan KeREDHAAN NYA...AMIN!!

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Ada APA DENGAN NAMAMU??

Ada APA DENGAN NAMA?? ada BANYAK DENGAN NYA....ANYBODY knw KHAIRIAH husni OthMAN VERY well?? no body i guess.. its all about ur assumption only ..hehee..wish that my life is surrounding with friends rather than foes.. if yes..nauzubillah..ish-ish-ish..thanks friends..mcm2 jenis dan ragam manusia di luar tu.. so that i believe that i still in good zone!!! notty?? ntah..sarcastic?? ntah.. pembuli?? ntah...lurve to menjengkelkan??? ntah..hahahaha. i can say myself as a  baik..because i so baik la..ni bukan blog untuk pujian diri TeTapi..i belive that im so baik ,so naive n so nice...i did good things so deserve good things too.
wat makes me so baik?so nice?? THe ' thing' that hold and prohibit me from doing bad/nutz/and neva being sluts..is  baik..it comes from the NAMA ITSELF!!! I BELIVE THAT.. ITS T.R.U.E.tHAt 's Y our religion recommended us to give a good name 2 presents and carry for wholelife..
KHAIRIAH means that keBAIKKan wanita..HUSNI means that Kebaikkan ku.. KYRIE with the sound of carry means that pembawa...wats a tough name i have...n always stucking me on the moments either 2 fulfill my happiness OR to fullfills others satisfaction OR to attain THE  ALMIGHTY.. hmm..CLUELESS clouding me...wallahualam..

so where the airia comes from?? being as nott grandchild/girl/ and cik 'tom' in the spooky but lurvely family are really bothered them at all. u knw wat is CIK 'TOM'?? ask my mum ..sothat i cant refuse my unties/uncles/cousin desire to kol me that airia juz to c me more girlish..hahaha..
LIfe has TO CHANGE..SO MUCH AFTERGLOW.. nomore jeans koyak..nomore itu..nomore ini.. byk nomore..bukan NOMOK!!TIME ALREADY OVER.. GRACE à l'amani pour créer le MizK..Merci Beaucoup to beautifool yena/shena/sarina/mdm McMed Gonzalez to kol me that...act..franklyla i really hate that name tau tak kak amani ms mula2..cela porquoi..i neva aswering u bile u kol me that..bside byk kali i ask u not 2kol me so.. but then the beautifool mcmed still using that while we having sms-ing via phone..yela kyrie tu pjg sangat..still prefer people to kol me kyriehusni sbb neva had another name since child and most of the closest friends kol me so..MizK juz being proper..
people can judge me by  their own view..terpulang... i love to speak out.. sbb tu kat skolah dulu mmg jenis di anti dan meng'anti'..haha..it was the time for me to notify myself. wat i want to REVEAL about the name itself is..i am very grateful and thankful to have this lovely name.. because its really hold and show me in my own flowla..not saying that im kuno or wat eva.. but its me.. im still have a hip and konservatif in me..but i knew how to differentiate wisely..i do surround wif pious people n i do be friend wif 'slackers' people.most of them are my good friends.so that im just being wasatiah..thats y i said dont be TOO typical people because u juz ruined ur own views.tak salah 4 being typical..tetapi mengikut norma2/dorma2 (bukan noma) yg btull.as for me I AM STILL TYPICAL  MALAY GIRL...we can be more advance but in the good way..bukannyae lg nk menunjukkan kebodohan dan 'kebanggangang' kita.. even they slackers r still friend indeed..so that pious too.i wish others also be wise.. use ur own brain wisely..mana baik dan buruk..sbb itu gunanya membezakan antra manusia dan juga binatang..n dont 4get  juz be proud with ur name..:)

STOP BEING TYPICAL!!!

DOnt ever think dat ur a GOOD person than others... dont ever think that people r lousy person than u... just be grateful to being u...this typical virus really can ruined everybdys life!!

• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that LADIES CAN'T be a police, bomba, engineer or buat keje2 seperti itu.. some woman can make a really good job sbb more concentrate by focusing that..bside of they can give a full commitment ...
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that orang yg kerja nye executives or higher level can't be frend with lower level cam operator ke ,pembantu rendah ke or wat? maybe they dont have luck or destiny utk keje begitu tp mereka ader pengalaman or pendapat yg sma dgn kite..
• STOP BEING  TYPICAL BY Thinking dat when people  pursued thier studies in engineering or law they will n up wif being as an engineer or lawyer!!!hello.. kalo btul ader rezeki ALHAMDULILLAH..tp kalo takde knapa x grab other chances yg lebih crah!! let say if ur working at big company such as ASTRO,MAS,PROTON BUT THEN ur gaji n ur benefit are ciput than org yg kejenyer biasa2 saja tp okla utk survive n gaji dan benefit lagik bgs dr u..so saper yg rug??!!!
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING that  bile people dah successful keje MLM ,KONON can drive merc or aper2la... they cant befrend anymore ngn their oldskool freind yg dr zmn kecik2 dulu punyer byk memories.. they dont look at ur merc..they sincere 2be ur frend.. they r still ur frend even keje msg2 berbeza..rezeki Kuasa ALLAH
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that even they r pious/ berilmu dlm beragama they cnt be freind wif freinds yg hidupnye masih mengamalkan cr idupnya 'cucuk langit' etc.itu kawan die ..lantakla.. as long as they know dan x melibatkan diri dlm urusan itu sudahla..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that LADIES CANT extremely minat football or any adventurous outdoor things!!PLZ WAKE UP N MAKE UP UR MIND..LADIES STILL LADIES..IT just the enthusiasm.
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT FOOTBALL ARE FOR MAN.. IVE BEEN met boy n man yg tak suka football ..macho gak diorg..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING when anak pak haji or anak mak aji didnt wearing tudung or  if they wearing tudung but still not in conservative attire ..u will blame the parents by saying that 'itu pakcik rock namanye'...HAHA..assalamualaikum who r u 2 say that? byk sgt amalan yer sampai buleh make an assumption like that..iman tak dpt diwarisi.. all u have 2 do is DOA .. BYK JENIS DOA.. IF x mampu ..doakan dr dlm hati..itu lebih baik...dr u kata mcm2
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT MAN YG metrosexsual are $QWK.. kalo dipikirkan balik..hidup mereka lebih terurus ,kemas,bersih,more gentle, and easy to be with dr..yg kunun2nyera HETRO tp langsung xde a good sense of man yg woman perlukan..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT Y MALAY WOMAN lg snggup choose their partner dr other races...sory to say that.. no rmnces YG ladies mahukan..but RESPECT N AMBITIOUS..itu yg Ladies mahukan..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT TYPICAL MALAY ARE WORST!! MEREKA LEBIH CANTIK DAN CANTIK DR SEGALANYA!!

ADER PRO N CONTRA!! act byk lagik.. but then yg nyata dan jelas la yg perlu difikirkan dulu..FIKIR DGN CEMERLANG DAN SECEMERLANGNYALA MEMBUAT KEPUTUSAN.dont simply judging people when u neva knw them until u really knw them at ALL!!
BE WISE..if sakit hati dgn pandangan tu..all have 2 do  tgur and doa..like i said b4 if cant say obviously..tgur guna hati dan akal.. itu lebih baggus..n berkat..:)

MEREKA RENDAH DIRI KERANA

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mereka rendah diri kerana TIADA KEYAKINAN DIRI

FOR THOSE WHO LIVE IN GOOD ESTEEM AND ALWAYS BELIEVE IN URSELF..BIG APPLAUSE DEDICATED2 U.. even, gemuk,pendek ,kurang menawan, hidungpesek,mata sepet, kurang cemerlang dlm pelajaran tp berjaya in d otherway dan mcm2 lagi.. Im so proud 2 know u...wat a good motivation n good esteem ur.x kisah pandangan org lain..

PEDULI APE untuk RENDAH DIRI...PEDULIKAN aper pandangan people terhadap kamu..
Ur Takwa,Iman,DOA,TAWAKAL,USAHA lebih penting. AS LONG AS u know wat u doing are still dlm landasan yg btul..itu lebih memadai.ur self esteem are more important.people hanya boleh memndang,memikir,memujuk,tolong aper yg patut.. tp tak pernah rase dan menghadapi aper yg kiter feel.hanye memberi nasihat ..semua orang pon boleh..BUDAK KECIK pon boleh memujuk.. tapi buleh selesai ker?
D IMPORTANT IN UR LIFE IS NOT WT HAPPND 2 U IN D PAST.. but WATS GOING 2 HAPPEN IN D FUTURE..NOT EASY TO BUILD SELF CONFIDENT..NOT EASY TO FACE D OBSTACLES, NOT EASY TO BEING URSELF!! UR SELF ESTEEM MUST BE TOUGH ENUF n UR HONOUR MUST BE BEAU ... ur KENDIRI... EVERYBODY GOTS D PROBLEM  AND ITS JUST THE MATTER HOW U SOLVE THem.BELIEVE IN URSELF AND ALWAYS REMEMBER.. HIDUP SEKALI, KITA HIDUP UNTUK MEMUASKAN HATI KITA ,OUR BELOVED PARENTS, OUR SAKE FAMILY..X mudah nk puaskan hati semua orang..sbb kalo nk memuaskan hati orang lain maknanyer.. hati kita yg tak akan puas..dan sampai bile2 pon kita akan jadi rendah diri dan berada di tahap itu..

I hate to view my url..

huhu...Joining d thruth or faking blogger are not me..BUT i believe dat 'word' are more precious when we say it and express it.. hurting others feeling's? plz not 2 do so...pepatah Arab = mata pena lebih tajam dr mata pisau. yes.. sometimes its work!tp kalo asah mata pisau for sure boleh mati..

look at my url... i hate to use that..but both of the names are my emails.so u can mail me by choosing either 1 @ y.c. @ hotmail!..

not being snob,or being coky..i dont mind if nobody read it..haha..it just a place to share happiness and lousiness. i did blogging b4 for thrown out my angerness..that1 also no need 2 figureout...but if any of u hd drp by and read it..thanks for wasting ur time to read it..it will b pleasure if next time u can give me an idea or issue to shout out!!

1 more sorry yeah cox wen i updating my blog nanti ..sure ader sampah2 yg akan bgtau via ur emaill..so ignore it..

i guess thats my 1st intro..